Tuesday, April 2, 2013

Chaos


As a human being I just find everything overwhelming. Looking into the complexity of my past, the difficulty of my present, and the strange and vague identity of the future, I find myself as a soft leaf; in fall season, in the middle of a storm, looking for a ground to settle. Every time I believe in settling, the ship of destiny embarks to defy my beliefs and take me again to NOWHERE, leaving me lost among the past, the present, and the future. Chaos becomes a maze of endless destination. Doors open, I hold my horses; but unfortunately, they close even before I reach the entrance. As if everything compromises to make me hopeless. However, every time I fall, every time they think I will resign, every time they think I am over, laying on that greedy ground, I wake up to their surprise and shout: I will survive! This is why I am thankful to those circumstances and situations; after all, their paradox feeds me with strength and a new hope to fight for what I want paves its way, restlessly, to be accomplished. This is my story with obstacles; a story with a paradox.

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  1. Hello Iman, very interesting post. I must admit that I can identify myself with what you have written. At times, I sit down and look at everything that surrounds me and how overwhelming all is when you really look clearly at everything. I believe though, that when we drive the ship right into the exact pathway, we might just find what we are looking for...:)

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    1. High five :) I agree! You stimulated me to make some changes to the post ;)Hope you like the new version ;)

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  2. interesting ! i hope that all of us benefit from the obstacles they way you did .. It's true that obstacles always make people stronger and encourage them to strive for more

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  3. Rama all what it takes is some self-trust!

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